This looks familiar
like a single drop in a down pour
there's something about the sound
my feet make dragging on the floor

You looked familiar
like something I've seen once before
but I didn't see it
until I'd already stepped through your door

I thought I left you behind
over a million little isles
I thought I got you out of my mind
over a million little miles
Changed my lifestyle
Dying on the bathroom tile
Oh, my little mental exile
You try to be my idol
with your twisted little smile
Taking me down, you know now
the desire in me riles

Sweet little insecurities
designed to feed on your purity
that try to eat through the best of me
and I seem to give in repeatedly

I used to put up a fair fight
but this time I don't care tonight
but do I ever dare to make it right
do I dare to save my own life

I thought I left you behind
over a million little isles
I thought I got you out of my mind
over a million little miles
Changed my lifestyle
Dying on the bathroom tile
Oh, my little mental exile
You try to be my idol
with your twisted little smile
Taking me down, you know now
the desire in me riles

The addiction runs through my little blood vessels
Destructive as it is, it can be so helpful
it makes me come alive, it makes me feel special
I've come to term with my thoughts
I always quit, but will I ever stop?
And did you find me
or did I find you
And did you find me
or did I find you
my God, what have I turned into?

I thought I left you behind
over a million little isles
I thought I got you out of my mind
over a million little miles
Changed my lifestyle
Dying on the bathroom tile
Oh, my little mental exile
You try to be my idol
with your twisted little smile
Taking me down, you know now
the desire in me riles